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"Have you ever wondered what it would be like to go
to the moon?" I asked Kate as I slid my arm under her neck.
"I've thought about it a few times," Kate said as she
looked over at me.
Both of us were laying on the ground looking up at
the moon. It was a full moon, a beautiful full moon. There is
nothing other than death that has fascinated people like the moon
has. Simply looking at it sparks creativity that leads to questions
that we can't answer.
"Would you go up there if you had the chance?" I
asked.
Kate paused for a few minutes and looked up at the
moon. The sky was clear, except for a few clouds that would cover
the moon from time to time. In between our conversation the night
spoke to us. The silence was broken by the sounds of city life.
Sounds from cars, people, and even insects.
"I would only go there if you went with me," Kate
said as she kissed me lightly on the lips.
This made me feel good inside. I have been with so
many women who really didn't care about me. I don't care if it was
just some mushy shit to make me feel good. It did make me feel good,
it also made me feel good that she would say such a thing. I like it
when my partner tries to make me happy. Oh, why should I call her my
partner? Just because I'm a lesbian doesn't mean that I can't have a
lover. Kate is my lover, plain and simple.
"That is a nice thing of you to say. But, would you
really go to the moon?" I asked as I moved my body closer to
hers.
"I don't know, I really don't know. I'm not sure
there is a reason for me to go up there," Kate said as she looked at
the moon.
Kate did have a point, I never thought about it like
that before. I have always been interested in the moon, I try to
look at it every night. I have since I can remember, I guess it is
one of my quirks. I'd love to go to the moon, but I don't have a
reason to go. I wouldn't be able to do any kind of science
experiments or something that would make humanity better. But, it
would be neat to look into outer space and to see what the earth
looks like from far away.
"I'd like to go to the moon. I have no reason to, but
I would like to look out into outer space and look back at the
earth," I explained.
"If you were up there, I would wave at you from down
here," Kate said as she gave me another kiss.
I wasn't sure that I could take all of this love. I
have never experienced love like this. I have always dreamed of
finding a nice woman who would love me, but I really never thought I
would find her. Sometimes I think I really didn't try too hard,
because I was afraid to admit that I am a lesbian. I'm not ashamed
of it, but my family doesn't like it. I should say they don't
understand, that would be more like it. My dad is okay with it, my
mom on the other hand isn't. I can understand why my dad likes it,
most men like the idea of two women having sex.
"I think they should build a jail on the moon and put
all the criminals up there. That way, they couldn't bother us here."
Kate said as she gazed at the moon.
You know, that isn't a bad idea. Put all of the
murders up there so we don't have to worry about them here. It
sounds like a strange idea, but it might work. Though, I doubt
anyone would be able to do such a thing. After all, these crooks
seem to have more rights than we do.

"That is actually a good idea," I told Kate.
We looked at the moon some more, not saying a word. I
love moments like this, you don't have to say a word to express how
you feel. I felt her love and I know she felt mine. This is what
love is about, love is something you can see and feel, but you can't
get it easily. Some people might think that love is an easy thing to
obtain, but these people will probably never feel true love. It is
sad in many ways. It is sad to see a world that has no love and
doesn't know how to get it.
I don't want to sound like some person with
unreasonable thoughts about peace and love. I'm sure you all have
seen people do this sort of thing before. I find it sad that most
people haven't found inner peace. It is only from inner peace that
your goals can be fully accomplished. You can not have many things
drain you and still be able to fulfill the things that you know that
need done. Everyone of us has these things in our lives that need to
be done, we all feel a calling, a reason for our lives. No matter if
you feel that this is only in your imagination, you must follow it.
You must follow it because, a person who doesn't want to realize a
purpose, is nothing more than an empty shell.
I don't know why my mind thinks such complicated
thoughts. I know that sometimes I wish I could be like normal
people. I guess that is why I am able to enjoy what feels like true
love to me. This is why it feels so good, because I haven't lied to
myself and pretended that I have found it before. Many people do
this and numb themselves of the feelings of love.
"I'm really glad we met. I have never felt so alive,
so in love," I said as I kissed Kate.
I wish that I was able to ask her to marry me. I
would have done so if I could. I don't think marriage without it's
ceremony or it's license is a real marriage. I think it is nothing
more than a crutch for people to use. I've known gays and lesbians
who get married but break up in a few months. They break up because
they think they aren't really married. They are only married in the
world of make believe. They might be right, but this attitude
doesn't help our cause any.
"I wish that we could get married," I said as I got
on top of her.
"I would marry you in an instant," Kate said as she
kissed me.
This is one of the times where it is strange being
gay. You can say these sorts of things without actually meaning it.
You know that you can't get married, so you can say whatever you
like. But, I believe it when Kate says it. I can feel it in my gut
that she loves me.
I kissed her and put my tongue in her mouth. I felt
the passion right away. I felt her wanting more, but I didn't know
if I wanted more. I'm not the type of person who likes to have sex
in public. I'm more of the type that likes to be sensual, I don't
like to act out feelings of lust.
Deep down inside I felt like this was something that
I had to do. This was a real turning point in our relationship. This
was one of those times where we could really bond together. That
sort of thing is really important in a relationship.
Her mouth had a metallic taste, like she had ate
something acidic earlier in the day. I used one arm to embrace her
while I used the other one to feel her up.
Her tits perky and plump, one of the reasons why she
always catches my eye. I have never seen or felt a pair of breasts
that were more plump and perky. Her breasts are the equivalent of a
bright happy smile.
"I want you to make love to me," Kate said as I
kissed her.
This was a little more than I was willing to do. I
was feeling aroused and full of lust, but I don't like to have sex
in public. The idea of someone catching us makes me nervous. I guess
it wouldn't be so bad if we were straight, at least then we wouldn't
have to worry about how people will react. Though, I'm sure there
are enough horny guys out there that would love to see two women
going at it.
"You really want to do it out here?" I cautiously
asked.
"I want you so bad," Kate said as she raised up and
kissed me.
I wasn't sure how to do this. I have never had sex in
public. The idea of it did make me kind of horny. But, I was really
afraid of someone catching us. The last thing I need is to get in
trouble with the law, you never know who might call the
police.
"Come on, I need your tongue in my pussy!" Kate
demanded.
I decided that I would do it. Actually, I just went
all the way in it, I didn't think. I knew that if I thought too much
about it, I wouldn't do it. I would end up backing out of something
that later on I would wish that I hadn't.
"Your wish is my command." I said as I felt her up
some more.
I pulled up her shirt to expose her nice tits. I took
one of her tits and I popped it out of her bra. I teased her nipple
slightly with my tongue, just enough so I could see some reaction
out of her. I knew that I was turning her on, but I wasn't ready to
go down on her. I wanted to build up the excitement, to make sure
that she was hot and bothered by the time I went downtown.
I put Kate's breast back in her bra. I then kissed
her cleavage. She let out little moans and arched her back from time
to time. I knew that she was really getting hot. I knew that I had
her eating out of the palm of my hand. I popped the other breast out
of her bra and I started to suck on her nipple. I didn't waste any
time, I didn't tease her anymore. I was giving her all that she
wanted, well, not all that she wanted. I knew that every time I
sucked on her nipple, it made her clit tingle like crazy. I wanted
her pussy to be good and wet by the time that I went down
there.




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